Empty Promises

A ghost floats right there before me.
And she wanted to stay up high.
She wanted things to last forever.

So we can both fly.
One time is forgivable,right?
She hurt me once without blinking an eye.

And I thought,does it matter?
And let out a sigh.
But when she went and did it again.

I no longer considered her my friend.
She told me,you are ungrateful.
For all I have done.

I couldn’t stand the sight of her.
And I hid and ran.
The second time,it really stung.

And I soon realised.
That if I go and look her in the eyes.
I’ll just be reminded of our fights.

If I went back to her,here and now.
I would worry she’ll hurt me again,don’t know where or how.
Trust me when I say this,it was the best I could do.

How could I go back to her when she served me a cold brew?
Why should I go back to someone who hurt me for lies?
And did not even apologize any tries?

Trust me,that it was the best I could have done.
I haven’t seen her in a while.
Her laughter or her smile.

But I hoped she would eventually realize.
And come to apologize.
Well,she never did.

She never even checked up on me,did she not?
Did she just hurt me and leave me to rot?
Did she even care about my feelings true?

Or was she just acting cruel?
Now at this point,I can’t even look at you.
It’ll be better for the both of us if I don’t see you for a while.

You once used to make me smile.
Untill you made me cry and treated me like a brat.
As if I wasn’t human,just a rat.

Did all you say was a lie?
Did you really hope for this outcome,or do I keep denying like it’s a lie?
You pushed me once,I forgave you.

I thought, “”Never again!””.
But when you did it again without considering my feelings.
You were no longer my friend.

Just the shell of someone I used to know.
Don’t I have rights?
I did not want to cause fights.

Now I can’t even look at you.
And I hope you are better without me,too.