Weep more…

To me little Krishna my true love 

He is just innocent as well a powerful man who destroys demons, takes care of innocent and is on the side of true people.

As he grew into teenage he was my love that i dreamed about him and fell in love as a teenager.

As grew into my adulthood I got married in my heart with his idol

I used to built my temple with brass and gold idols and did pooja every day 

I used to do Abhishekam and alankar to Krishna and made sure he is looking good in clothes I wore him

I was surprised to see him when he came to my dreams in the night missing me

I never knew the human form of him i saw was the same Krishna 

He was good looking with nice built

I fell for his love when he followed me to my home 

I missed him and he took, We planned for our future and took my hand asked me to come home 🏡 

I couldn’t control him for making to come his 🏡 

He didn’t talk was not there when I came home. 

I searched for 10 yrs, and didn’t even saw him in office 

I was thrown away and kept waiting through my life

Yes I can for sure wait for him because he is the only man who needed me

Maybe I pass through old age and may die i still keep on waiting though he never comes for me 

Because I culminated into him and him into me and there is no two it’s one we both

I just remained what i was for him

Sometimes I feel i am dead though breathing

Because I am left even not for me to live. Yes I died by waiting for you 

I remained a sense less being maybe like Karna who for his usool was looted by everything not leaving a bit of me for my son.

I see i am not more.

I am not more to the ones who needed me and to the ones who never needed me 

Yes I am dead to life and living beings 

People might say i am old in my 55, i say to them i am killed waiting for my Krishna.

My Krishna is omnipotent he is outside he is inside ofe and he is there for me.

You may ask did ever Krishna fucked me, i really got good fuck with ecstacy in my teenage.

I love you kanna 

Jessy Jacob ❤️