My Dad!

My dad does best for me and he did too

But everything he does best for me it turned to a big trouble to face

At my admission to engineering counseling, he thought 

if i chose chemical engineering in NIT(REC) i would have bright future, 

i wanted to do computer science engineering out of my interest

Listening to him turned me to suffer almost 6 years to get job

until i went to do MS in USA i couldnt get good job.

When my x husband was talking to me with anger, 

my dad listened how he was talking took my phone

and scolded him, from then my x husband never liked my parents and me.

It turned to big trouble to face him, and make him love me was a struggle

During my stay in Baroda, i was having good job, my dad asked me to take 

loan to purchase plot, i took, he took nice plot, but that is in dispute

I dont have any hope on that land, and till last december i was trying to close the loan

I know he planned for my future but it turned out to be coming nothing for me

Recently my health broke down, and i didnt tell to my dad, that i am going to Delhi

to see my fatherinlaw place where my husband is not coming for me and taking me

my dad reported to police i was missing from home, this made me lose my fame at job 

who enquired about me and i suffered in my job career. 

These are the situations where my dad did best to me but they turned to my biggest 

troubles which i kept on coming out from the miseries that were created unknowingly. 

I only think what has been through my life i see the bad karma curse of few people i faced

But every time i fell into the trouble, i recovered and had best in my life for the situations my dad did to me. 

I cant blame my dad for there is no mistake of him, but the karma i faced is God’s grace to face

them and be better out of those people or troubles. 

I thank my dad because he is best and i have a great dad, where he is taking care of me instead of my husband now, where he is stuck with life troubles, I love my husband thought he couldn’t be with me

I know he is fine and will come to me to take with him to his home. 

Jessy Jacob. 

P.S. Sometimes i feel being open book, what can i hide things from my ownself, i do write real situations making a pleasing poem to read, so that people can related to their own sufferings. 

Kindly accpet my apologies no one to feel offended for my honesty.