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      ma

      sadness like a fog has settled indespondent and withdrawn I interact almost not at allanxiety swells and I grievethe pain of loss never goes awaythe moments inbetween is all I haveso tonight I turn the music upthe tunes my...

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      my son

      sadness wells then it quellsan intense feeling astounds meso big a feeling I can barely contain itit tugs at my heart late at nighta reel to reel of faces in my private theatertears escape my eyesa confession I grow...

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      • Powerfully penned, Brenda. Loss is tough my friend, a very heartfelt write. Grief is sometimes like pacing in circles wondering if one did enough, and praying that our beloved know how much they were loved. Prayers and positive energy sent your way, thanks for sharing something so private. Appreciate you.

        Damian

        • hello dearest Damian thank you my friend I don’t why but I struggled with the reply all of you being so tender hearted thank you dear soul ❤️

      • Brenda this piece was just lovely.
        Your sadness is palpable in the words and the spaces between them.
        Sometimes I wonder what the point of life is…..I haven’t come up with an answer yet.
        🙏🙏🙏🙏💋

        • hello dearest Benny he was so full of life in such a hurry even as a child to greet the world I actually tried to keep him home with me but he had a spirit of adventure thank you my friend ❤️

      • This is incredibly sad! Your honest, very well expressed self-reflections strike right at the heart of your readers. I can feel the ink bleeding from your heart! A big heart felt hug of love and positives energy! 🫂🙏

      • Thank You for being his Mom🤍 He chose You to be His Mom🤍. I can’t imagine the pain of losing a child… it’s for sure unbearable, it is, the only comfort is to remember that his soul is near, He is near, if You can’t see him it doesn’t mean that it is not true. You are strong to express your pain sincerely like this, but please please please… Don’t dwell in gulit, it’s not your fault or his, as I’ve said in my first sentences. HE chose You to be his Mom and Thank You for being his 🤍 always remember this, always and ever!

        Sending You warm hugs strong beautiful Mother💓

        • hello lovely light your comment made me cry I wonder if he chose because he thought he could help he was so enigmatic such a force I love your thoughts and I miss him very much thank you kind soul ❤️

          • The reason why He chose You and You chose him maybe a mystery till now, but it doesn’t matter, let it be and come clear if it will ever be. I’m really sorry for your loss, may His soul be near You surrounding You with comfort, warmth and solace 🙏🏻

      • I can’t add to that which has already been written. Death is just borrowing him for a moment. Your heart will probably never mend, but will pulse strong in your memories.

        • hello dearest Rob yes it was all too short from the time he was born untill he died I hope he knows how much I miss him thank you dear friend ❤️

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      soulful

      my sadness haunts, touch me once and you'll feel it toothe misty darkness in my eyesthe depths of my soul, clowded over with shadowskeening heart, a wept rebellionin deep need of understandingalone in my painnone to know, I drive...

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      • Powerfully penned, Brenda. A very heartfelt write my friend. Appreciate you.

        Damian

      • Chère C.,
        Yes, heartfelt (says Damian), and I won’t disagree.
        I sincerely hope that you’ll encounter things that makes your heart stay.
        You deserve it!
        Love your writes.
        Warm regards, Gus

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      covet

      in your dark days I want to be the lightsmiling sunshine and parting the shadowsit is in me to need but I long to give to youcherished desire you are beautifulpassion's rebellion to serve youon my knees to please...

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      • Beautifully penned, Brenda. Such a lovely write my friend. Appreciate you.

        Damian

      • Chère C.,
        I had to look up what the title means. And I understood the gist well.
        The poems goes very well with the artwork.
        Another outstanding write.
        Pet je af (Dutch), hats off to you!
        Kind regards, Gus

        • hello dearest Gus it always amazes me when people know more than one language like you… I’m happy this worked for you thank you graciously ❤️

          • I love to fool around with languages. But I know I have to be careful.

            The fun is in the things I don’t understand.
            We say petje (one) af. You say hats (more than one) off.
            I have one head and consequently one petje to take off. It amazes me that the English speaking people seem to have more than one head.

            Gus

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      sin'sations

      darkly I come daring you to see meresist the urge to touchmy cold would burnsalacious thoughts draws us togetherbut darlin I'm not prettypain overflows and makes me jealousa quality I resentquietly I listen to your thoughtsyou're a woman's manI...

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