sadness like a fog has settled in
despondent and withdrawn I interact almost not at all
anxiety swells and I grieve
the pain of loss never goes away
the moments inbetween is all I have
so tonight I turn the music up
the tunes my boy would have bumped
riding through the neighborhood
it's what he chose, the excitement
he was a sweet soul
but he wanted to be so tough
a mother knows
life was hard for him
he enjoyed himself
but his belly burn with anxiety too
the angels have another soul to sing with the heavenly choir
from here I can hear the bass in my heart
it thumps with pride
my mind can see him shining
be happy ma I love you
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hr4wz4-27PY&list=RD_4Cswp7smQ0&index=4
a song that makes me happy
a song my son liked because he lived with these demons...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5ZtZEtDEGo&list=RDk5ZtZEtDEGo&start_radio=1
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This is so very touching, Brenda.
thank you dearest Adagio ❤️
You are very welcome.
Powerfully penned, Brenda. Such a heartfelt write that pulled at these old heartstrings my friend. Appreciate you.
Damian
thank you dearest Damian for feeling me so deeply ❤️
Writing helps, remembering happy thoughts are healthy, suppressing afraid of darkened pain is a negative. Be healthy Lady and never forget, just don’t live in the pain
thank you dearest Me I sometimes feel I felled him it is an overwhelming feeling ❤️