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    reasoning within myself I think of all the advise I've been givenlike say by my well meaning psychiatrist my rebellion wants to ask have you ever been schizophrenic?she was shocked when I told her it was painful but it...

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    • It’s the same for most mental illnesses.
      Those that have never suffered from them cannot entirely understand what’s happening in the mind of the afflicted.
      My mental health illness of choice (as if I had any) was depression.Everyone looked for a reason as to why it happened and yes there may have been some reasons but essentially I am predisposed to it.
      They also presume medication will fix it when in fact it can’t.It can lessen the impact but the brain and the mind of a ‘ looney’ neuroplaticly savant ( I just made that up so no point googling it) in that it’s like trying to catch the wind and tame it.
      I’m rambling a bit but today is a suffering day and writing ,as you well know,calms the mind.Doesnt have to be good writing,just has to be good enough to quiet the mind.
      You’re husband is destined for heaven,if there is one,just tell him to keep away from my wife.They are saints in the making.It cannot be easy for either to understand our suffering but without them we probably wouldn’t be here?
      One final thing.For all the shit that depression brought it also helped kick open a door that let kindness and compassion flood into me.
      I often encounter people in social settings that trivialise or worse vilify those with mental health issues.What they don’t understand is they are only a bees dick away from themselves.
      You take care sweetie and I mean that from the heart of my bottom…lol.
      🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

      • hello dearest Benny I want to give you a proper response and I will but for now I just wanted to say thank you and hugs on a suffering day…depression is very difficult as I know 💕rest easy tonight…

          • good morning dearest Benny I often tell my husband he is due a reward for looking out for me there are so many areas I would be in danger on my own… a lot of people leave their spouces on a whim I don’t take mine for granted I know good and bad times come…I focus on what is worth my time and try to let the petty things go…he is my husband and caretaker I would be lost without him… you would think people would be understanding but sadly the ones that come near us are usually looking to take advantage of our diminished state…having a wife who understands you is beautiful…I know depression and know it often comes out of the blue and even when nothing is wrong it is unexplainable and it hurts when others say what’s wrong or just snap out of it I know it’s painful…I really appreciated your understanding but I didn’t mean to ramble so much your comment brough a lot of things to light like how grateful I am for my husband though imperfect has stood by me through the storms have a beautiful day today 💕

    • thank you beautiful Mary it’s just what I’ve been through go through I deeply appreciate the lovely comment and understanding 💕

    • Powerfully penned, Brenda. The human mind is powerful, but it can be like putting together a puzzle, with very vague directions. Amazing write my friend, thanks for sharing. Appreciate you.

      Damian

      • thank you dearest Damian it can be I do my best with what I have I get frustrated though when society still wants me to jump social hoops… especially when they know of my difficulties I deeply appreciate you 💕

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    Another Problem Solved

    How can I miss you? When you never go away Water’s wet sky is blue Perpetual victim falls prey   Outside in the distance A stranger lies in wait Steeped in persistence  Always guarding the gate   When did I get wise? Is the proper question  As soon as a crow...

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    • Dear D,

      You still got it. An incredible meter. Made me want to sing this. The imagery played in my head of a dark bus stop. Why? No clue. But the players in this piece for me, were intertwined. Trying to run but wanting to stay. I have a longer version running in my head but I’ll spare you the directors cut😊
      Wonderful write. H🌷

      • Thanks so much for reading and your kind words, H. So glad you connected with the write my friend. I sometimes have that effect, it’s just the lyricist in me. lol. I always enjoy your commentary. Appreciate you.

        Damian

    • Haha great end there, friend.

      • Thanks so much for reading and your kind words, Nick. So glad you connected with the write my friend. I liked it as well. lol. Appreciate you.

        Damian

    • Just reading Honoria’s comment above & I think she’s right. This one might need to be considered for your lyrics list on the album. It has a cadence that moves & the visual is captivating. Worth considering, my friend? 🤔

      • Thanks so much for reading and your kind words, Willow. So glad you connected with the write my friend. Anything is on the table, maybe even spoken word. Never say never. The song I’m working on, I literally had to start writing lyrics to it. None of the old words were fitting the vibe. Also, I haven’t tried to write a song for many summers now. I kinda forgot sometimes the music leads the dance. lol. Appreciate you.

        Damian

    • I remember this piece. I enjoyed it then, and I enjoy it now. Nice Damian.;))

    • hello dearest Damian I feel you I’m in love but the need for another hit outweighs romance great write 💕

    • Something tells me this is so good .. I got a foot that can’t stop tapping .. 😎👍

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    The Shape I'm In

    How much I missto moss in loveholding the moldto gorgon stonea lifetime ago, thisancient road.Horizons beammy wanderlust dream:I am dim  of years away  from the final dandelion blaze,still sleek from behindwith the Sun going down‘til morning lurksto hone the worm& I (...alone, at night, aloof...

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    • Beautifully penned, Benjamin. Amazing write my friend. Appreciate you.

      Damian

    • I can see why it was nominated. It has a dreamy and faraway quality to it.

    • I always think unicorn is code for a secret society this made me feel God himself was talking to me just beautiful…

      I brow my spells
      in leafy black-green
      where sullen moons
      sulk in pretty-pink

      love it 💕

    • I was raised around poetry books, and my dad liked to dabble in it late at night. My oldest sister too, had books around, and hers were more what developed my tastes. Like this write of yours. It reminds me of old Dylan. I don’t know why. yet that’s a good thing to key my old memories of reading his stuff.
      You sir, are a poet. Not just a writer. an actual poet. And that is a very good thing.

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