I traveled in flight – that made me to look rich and i thought better life
I traveled in train in general compartment- that made me i am not rich but with suffering.
When I had money i went in flight And when I didn’t had money i traveled in train. Sometimes I thought why to waste money i went in train.
I traveled to USA I was thinking i am earning having better life. When I am in india I never felt poor but the ambience made me think I living normal life.
The rich ambience made me think I am happy. The por ambience in india made me to think I am living among these poor people who just do majdhoori fir livelihood. It Sometimes made me to think that I am in suffering.
I am thinking if I make ambience rich with apartment to live and a car to ride. So I wanted to buy side by side fridge, 4 burner gas stove fancy bed with dressing table and office room. That makes me think I am better. Anyway I scare to drive on Indian roads i book Uber car for traveling.
In that way I make life better. When I spent with my son i take Airbnb of home that looks good.
Now inorder to afford these atleast i need to earn 2 to 3 lakhs.
Now I have ground level fields. I need to level up my career, I feel if I do LLB it will be side income and for retirement.
My health is need to focus so I walk 2 hours daily that fixes my strength and health.
Next i need to spend with my son, I don’t know i will be with my husband. Every year 3times i need to travel to Houston to see them. Fir that atleast i had to earn 10 to 15 lakhs. For that i was trying to see to supply and install ETP STP and WTP plants by becoming vendor. Inorder to set up this i need 3 more years. Till i make my savings will spend with my son once a year.
Still looking around what I can do to hav my savings. With my seniority in job I see it is good to set up businesses so I grow gradually.
I am happy that I cleared my debts in india some more is left in USA and need to clear slowly slowly.
I am thinking i buy some low cost home and lands that boost my confidence that i am standing good financially.
So gradually i live in good condition for rest of my life.
I am making my mind positive with good thoughts that nurture my life like a beautiful flower not crying in depression.
Jessy Jacob.
