Love a language unspoken

Love 

Which is now degenerate to sex

I have seen love 

A poor man’s only rich dream come true a poor wife and husband enjoy. 

My husband could afford this dream for me with our distance apart like what we can give to god when we seek the devotion is one that god can take from us. 

God has not made unbiased in this dream giving same kind to both rich and poor 

Thirst hunger mother father siblings all are these are equal feelings and emotions any human rich or poor bestowed with 

What we are looking for in life 

• When you are rich you have certain responsibility and poor has something other in that way he equalled the people 

I lived in that celibacy where as a mother and wife seen much painful emotional heart ache

Our sex was seeing each other feeling presence a pleasure fear of heart beats pound the touch that awaited decades few hundreds of days 

I prayed to God was always. Fearful will I touch my husband will he talk to me will I marry him. The pain was so terrible he touches me talks to me do romance with me in his poems he describes unspoken feelings he hugs me he listens my heartbeat he watches every thing of me.

He never wants me to get scared he says why are you so scary i am here with you.

I missed him when we were 5 feet away but I miss more because we are few thousands of miles apart.

Our busy life horrible problems made us feel each other being cautious to resolve them.

I miss my son we are just waiting to meet since a year. 

The wait is one such heavy word sometimes its beyond my strength to weigh in my heart..

Jessy Jacob