Your feet touched by my untouched heart

I was scared, worried, frustrated, helpless, pathetic on my own self

I missed you alot 

I couldn’t talked to you

It was seriously a pathetic situation for any lover wife to see her man standing but couldn’t talk and ask how are you

What sin we did we were alive but our breaths stopped for while blocking mind to think anymore 

My anxious turned into worry about you seeing you facing troubles and still standing strong 

I am broken my heart stopped beating to see you walking away not hugging me or say is everything OK?  

I missed you every second but it made me to feel anything maybe I thought l have seen you and let me end my life 

When you walked away i thought you are not but looking like my husband 

it happened with mom too when she came to see me from near i couldn’t realise is she my motherinlaw or someone else 

my eyes were shivering heart punded with fear and my mind stopped thinking

is it a happy moment or is it another trouble iin my life to face life knowing that you are missing me and cant talk to me

lovers meet to see each other in ecstacy but we were in sorrow with our burdens to carry and we remained silent 

but i could see you are missing me and you could hear my silent scream that touched your feet again take me with you i cant live without you and you left me with a smile without saying what to say.

I never believed i would see you again

I was angry to see you even you were standing to have my last glance in office 

I was a happy that you hired me but I was there not even two months 

Did dad called me to company to see him for the last time 

I thought I would talked to dad second time but never believed when i saw email message that he is no more i was thinking is dad name same or some other person they sent about…passing away.

Mom liked me when I did video call couple of times thought I do love her so much.