I am blessed

I was just trying to see, 

what is the mistake with me and my husband

that we are going through

we had been without seeing for more than a decade

still our bad time is running

we didnt wait for God to give us our time and life

we settled the matters, i internal and he external

he in country i within country

he travelled with me wherever i go and see people

with these short assignments, i could see most of the cities

except North East states in India,

I have been to South – Kerala, Karnataka, Tamil nadu, Andhra pradesh, Telengana

In west and central Gujarat, Maharastra, Madhya pradesh, West Bengal, 

In North i visited Rajasthan, Haryana, Punjab, Himachal Pradesh, Jammu & Kashmir, Bihar, Uttarakhand, Uttar pradesh, Bihar.

Except Orissa, Chattishghad, Jharkhand, Assam, Sikkim, Arunachal pradesh, … 

Though i was sad i couldnt continue in one job, yet i got to see many people. 

I seen in world what i had to see USA and Iraq. 

I see people, he saw companies

I see and gave hope and he met people gave hope

I scare when some people hurt others the severe pain of killing

hurtign in pain, poking there, breaking hands as we see in crime movies

I always thought how could they bear the pain, 

when i applied to myself, i broke my hands when i was in severe pain, 

I got hurt when someone was hurting me

I went through the pain, even in hunger, 

 I was with 50INR traveled to Dubai, and when i left i didnt had a penny to buy 

food

I have seen high part of buying luxury items and also sold my gold in times of adversity

I am not saying these things that i am proud at my sufferings, 

there are so many people 

who have silver spoon to eat, but their stomachs are still empty without a morsel of rice in their stomach, 

I say 

facing the situation is not great, because

when you keep yoursef in depth water and if you dont know swimming, 

you have either to learn swimming in that tough situation or drown yourself

You need to be proud that you came alive from that water

even if people say are too rude that you won, but you need to be yourself that you did good job. 

I know if you get the things easily 

that doesnt stay longer, 

you might see youtube videos of swimming classes,

it might look easy to swim

but you step in water 

and find yourself what you are thinking

whether you can swim?

So lead the life, you need not explain that you are proud

but atleast give the hope who are suffering with problems.

Jessy Jacob.