I want to celebrate but life has thrown me out as broken

I loved my Lord

I prayed him

I did everything what a normal mother would do 

Now when people broken my body 

people just watched

another movie that may come into theatres

I loved him, 

I wanted to celebrate so much 

with what i have

So i stopped him from talking to me

because his married life is important to me

and i go to any extent without caring for my personal life

what i am now with a broken head that whenever want people to brake 

it for my blood to drink, 

I kept it open to this universe, 

i am everywhere in everything

you can see me in your pen 

and with your grudge break it and throw hammer on it 

and that pen will never say anything because

I am broken

You can drink my blood, i say that also contains 

a cancer patient blood too that i am in every life or non living thing.

So the atrocity has seen such a nasty people around who say well wisher but

breaking your money…

Be careful we never know what you drank

may make a sick with cancer, because you have drank my blood now

that will make you crippled no more even to lift the pen even

because you have hurted broke her head with your kindness that is insanity

I see my son tears now, 

My husband cry

I want this continue

without even talking to my husband

I kept him his birthday gift money aside

and it will definitely reach him by any way

Hope people see my power of love what i did what it can do

Jessy Jacob.