Emotions In A Bottle

I’m not crazy,I’m just well spoken.
Drank too many different potions.
I drank a potion oh so blue.

And my face turned a sad hue.
It made me feel sadness and despair.
But he was always there.

Then I went and drank some red.
It made me feel loved and well fed.
My face also with hue so red.

And no tears left to shed.
I drank a potion so bright and yellow.
I smiled and greeted a certain fellow.

My face brightened up like the blue sky.
And I felt happiness,cannot deny.
I drank a potion in purple shade.

And a new emotion was made.
A mix of sadness and love arise.
Because blue and red make its eyes.

I drank a potion in a color green.
And I felt at peace,better than all I’ve been.
The nature around me is all I’ve seen.

And the leaves fall down by the wind.
On the grass green and the flowers oh so red.
I drank more blue and I found my tears to shed.

But maybe if I drank a potion in rainbow colors.
I would feel more emotions and smell different odors.
And so I went and drank it.

I felt great.
And there was comfort,food on my plate.
I drank a potion colored in gray.

It made me black and white.
And colors obey.
I drank emotions all the way.

Then I drank a potion in silver and gold.
It felt like cloud nine,truth be told.
After a while I realised I was trying to cope.

Wanted happiness true,but the world said “”Nope!””.
All this time I had hope.
But as the years went by,it slowly got smaller.

Even if I grew taller.
So I drank a potion pink this time.
And I felt loved after all this time.

Or maybe,perhaps you could give me some potions.
Fair,is it not?
How these potions do not even last?

And the human mind is so vast.
I slowly leave behind my past.
And a magic spell cast.

The potions,voices sing to me.
It’s not scary,the voices are merry.
And they all comfort me.

Could you look at that?
All the potions were an act.