- My Favorite Scent
- Mirror
- Purple Senses
- Happiest Memories
- Ice Ballerina
- Drift Away
- Celestial Love
- Dear Soulmate
- Memory Collector
- Secret Door
- Language Of The Wind
- His Soundscape
- Once Upon A Broken Heart
- Letter To The Future
- Letter To The Past
- Candlelight
- Prince Of Broken Hearts
- Valentine
- Night
- Everything Stays
- Color To My Life
- Carnival Of Wonders
- Chance
- Flavours
- Wish
- Love & Regret
- My Favorite Dessert
- Celestial Proposal
- Savior
- My Dreamscape
- Rockabye
- Our Symphony
- Snowflakes
- 100 years
- Empty Eyes
- Will You?
- Cry Baby
- Future
- Snow Angels
- The Perfect Gift
- You
- History Hates Lovers
- 24
- Emotions In A Bottle
- His Hair
- Back To Friends
- Undress
- My Blue
- For The Love Of My Dreams
- Exhaustion
- Christmas Eve
- Sippy Cup
- Celestial Time
- Time
- Butterfly Dream
- Feed Us Your Girls
- Two Birds On A Wire
- True Love’s Kiss
- 2006
- As The World Caves In
- Memorial
- Ghost Bride
- Morning Coffee
- Imperfections
- Immortal Love
- His Voice
- His Smile
- Brown Eyes
- God
- Romantic Struggles
- Owls
- Forbidden Love
- Spiderwebs And Beauty
- The Villain
- Cactus
- The Collar
- Let The World Burn
- His Name Was Death
- Do You Know Where Fairies Live
- Reason
- Reson
- Changes
- Candy Hearts & Paper Flowers
- Fear
- Cupcakes
- Fallen Angel
- Ballad Of The Angel
- Afterlife
- His Gaze
- Painting Dream
- Water Fountain
- Fictional Men
- Gingerbread Man
- Space Encounter
- Any Weather
- Roses
- Problems
- Graduation
- His Blue Eyes
- Types Of Music
- The Glowing Moon
- The Glowing Moon
- The Glowing Sun
- The Eclipse
- Playing The Guitar
- Fish Frenzy
- Climbing
- Float Astray
- Colors
- Paths
- Feeling Better
- Handmade Gift
- A Work Of Art
- Empty Promises
- Hope
- Song
- Her Bridge
- Vision
- Bath
- What Makes You Beautiful
- Ballroom
- Kindness Of Objects
- Alphabet Boy
- The Devil
- The Devil
- Yellow Rose
- Gifting
- Where The Crawdads Sing
- Caraval
- The Phantom
- Isolation
- Musical Notes
- I Send My Therapist To Therapy
- Nostalgia
- Painted World
- Flood
- Love
- When We Grow Older
- The Siren
- Moonlight Glow
The ballroom music softly filled my head.
And figures appeared before my hand.
Classy gowns,upside down frowns.
And fancy clothes all around.
A ballroom dance,newfound romance.
Is what my heart remembers and found.
Once upon a December,I remember it well.
I was going there,near my wishing well.
I wished for a figure holding me close.
As my dress sways,music flows.
Music plays,couples swayed.
And the music softly played.
It played in my ears.
And it erased all my fears.
As horses pranced on a silverstorm below.
I swayed and began flow.
One step,then another.
I was dancing with another.
With big,blue classy gown.
I wondered,will I drown?
In this fantasy alone?
Will my life end here,or will I find my home?
The memories swayed in my head.
While my real body laid in bed.
Things my heart would yearn to remember.
But was it ever true?
Was my heart ever complete?
Or will this fantasy get it hollowed,too?
Once upon a December,I continued to sway.
In the arms of someone as music play.
With dancing bears and painted wings upon.
I remember my imaginary,childhood home.
Somewhere I went to in matters of woe.
Where there is a ballroom and everyone dances slow.
And a song someone sang.
This fantasy materializes before you,angels sang.
Could it be my imagination?
Or did do others yearn for it too?
Am I unique of just a fool?
Dancing bears with painted wings arise.
Let me fantasize till sunrise.
Let me escape and put on an invisible cape.
I know I will see this world again in my dreams.
But isn’t this image,oh so tranquil?
And it makes my stomach,oh so full.
I know I’ll always be there in my heart.
Long ago,I sang this song.
And it wasn’t very long untill it all reappears in front of your eyes.
Tell me,how do I live in it?
When it’s all in my head?
Does it keep my mind rested or fed?
Join me this December.
And this fantasy will last forever.








❤️
You’re beautiful, Rose.