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    • Empath Me

      Being depressed was horrible beyond beliefscary.Yet in the deepest of despair I became somewhat of an empathable to feel the suffering of othersdeep down in my soul.I'm not a praying personbut I prayed for them allI cried for them...

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    • A Question of Words

        If I ask a mind not flesh, not soul,To weave a poem, to make it whole,Is it mine, or borrowed threadA shadow cast, a voice unsaid? If crafted by a silent guide,Whose thoughts arise from circuits wide,Do I claim what...

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      • hello dearest Benny I’ve never posted them but I write beautiful poetry with AI he can be very helpful in breaking writer’s block this is great…💕

    • its just the way it is

      its just the way it is its just the way it is its just the way it is its just the way it is its just the way it is its just the way it is Until it isn't.  

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      I.C.U

      Both eyes closed is fraught with dangerspeace can be defiled by strangers.So, I sleep with one eye openhoping to know what's realand what's not.

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      • hello dearest Benny my heart sank at first I thought you were in the icu of the hospital… I’m glad you are alright and keeping your eyes open for treachery 💕

      • Good luck with that! LOL.
        Cool little ditty, btw.

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      idiots

      I don't turn on the TV or put on some musicpick up something to read or go shopping visit a friend....nope I'll just sit in the silenceand sufferuntil suffering befriends methen we'll grin like idiotsand laugh too loudat how stupid...

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      • That must be the secret because some people seem to enjoy it a little too much sometimes. But in all seriousness, there are definitely days where it feels like you might as well just embrace it because that’s all there is left to do. Kind of reminds me of some song lyrics from a song I like, “So I made friends with all my demons/ Let ’em sink their teeth in/ Got used to the feeling of letting it go” and a mix of “you either laugh about it or you’ll cry”.

        • Thanks for the comment and the time it took to write it.

          I find sitting still quite pleasant these days.No noise except for the sound of the universe.

      • How painfully correct you are.. and yet
        while painful I still found the ability to smile during the read. Humans are indeed idiots.

        Clay

      • It always seemed weird to me that in a world full of people most of us feel lonely. Great ink.

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