Distance

The real distance between can be felt

When you see your parents pass through their last breath 

And you can’t attend their funeral 

Many migrated to foreign think of dollars 

They lost precious time with family 

For few it made life long a distance to see each other 

Is God balancing it high price to be paid when you ignore few things in life 

Or the companies or countries charging ?

For me when I feel the distance is not that much when I could see my son once in a year 

I tried to have frequent trips but it costed me my job 

I thought where is the mistake is God blessing me or punishing me for my desire 

I say it is not my desire but my responsibility 

I listened to God and my family can’t they help me in my adversity where I lost the chance of seeing him once in a year atleast 

I am not angry i am missing my husband and my son so badly 

That this distance kept us far from each other 

I kept silent when he had to cross a life ocean kept me at a distance 

I kept silent when my x husband said he will raise my son

I kept silent when my parents said I don’t need to travel frequently 

But i am a mother and wife how long i need to kept silent 

People are making my pics weird and cursing with uncourteous heart that can pull my tears out as with knife 

What can I ask God when whole world is in chaos 

People not caring about others

How much I teach them good things 

I was surprised today when auto driver allowed a person who was asking him to drop at gandi missamma which he has to giv 60 rs but he has only 40 rs, then i was happy to see auto driver driver allowed him to sit. To make him to keep good faith and helping nature I paid him the extra 20 rs so that he keeps his good nature in future too to help the needy.

I love you God have mercy on me i need you and i am your strength.

Jessy Jacob ❤️