I feel sometimes is finished for me
when nothing is achievable
when you wanted so much
you dont have what to start with
i dont have investment
I dont have market for my goods
i do my hardwork but that is
wasted all my efforts sacrifices
resulted in nothing
but i got my love my son my parents
who are my family
i was thinking i can make money
nowadays i see i cant earn money
i remain a responsibilty to my family
I never wanted to depend on others for my finance
I studied higher degrees got lot of experience
so many business ideas but nothins is useful for me
to earn money I feel it is a sign that i need to
take retirement and sit at home and spending time with
my family – cooking for my parents, writing in satrstite for my husband
traveling to see my son. I only feel sad that i didnt leave much savings to my son.
Retirement at 46 yrs and still 30 to 40 yrs life what i do,
do nothing. this is it my life for the rest of life.
God gave me strength and i did my best.
I am done with my responsibilty
I am not bored but i see only one thing that i am not able to earn money.
Jessy Jacob.










