I tried so much hard,
in hurting my situations
which held me back
So i thought i will keep busy
myself by exploring things that make life easy as i get old
I read books, i planned to attempt to write exams.
Get degrees. Get skill. so that i will have my finances
this helped my confidence that i can survive
I saw USA land of opportunities, I see now it a land of fear
that is not easy to live there.
I tried for maters there.
I found job, but i saw recession hit,
then i tried part time jobs,
i didnt earn so much.
then there was option to move back
but felt i will be a failure,
I tried learning skills, so that
i can stay near my son but somehow
i see now India is land of opportunity,
not willing to settle in USA.
But my son, he is missing me and never want to be in India
I see the whole situations in life are rolling around money,
people need little money and they workhard so much,
people who are happy with thier life, are with little money
I see we can earn money,
but there should be sustainable
I explored what i can do,
I thought of trying government jobs.
because private companies exploited so much
then i wanted to prepare so that i enjoy doing my job and also helping people
I explored business
I tried to learn skills that makes me earn money
I know i can do something
Earning when you are young and save for later
Yes this is good thought.
I decided i will be in INDIA
and do job, save more in the form of jewelry
that will be your savings, and at the same times you feel a good life
I know my son is missing me,
i explained him,
you need to work hard,
so he agreed on me, mom its fine
why you want to waste money in visiting me
you come once in a year and we spend the time
without missing and i study well too
so that we are fine.
My husband went to do business in America,
he had big plans, and do the best,
I am supporting him,
I am with him.
Life moves around money
only making fools that money
can give anything to us,
but you need to earn money
money should not make you slave
Do business to earn that respect that you did great help
in creating jobs
It shouldnt be that you feel happy with accounts holding the money
Do hard work that gets you name,
not that it leads to nasty life
where you are not happy with what you are doing
though get money out of it.
I am fine i have smally family,
I am enjoying my life with family.
I stopped being so busy from now on,
just making myself simple,
my son is happy my husband is happy and my parents too
I seen life with money and without money
what i liked most is helping the need with what i have
Jessy Jacob.
