A heartbeat that haunts
An arterial orgasm
Spurting seeds of anxiety
Breaths that are suffocating
Skinsick writings
Secrets bitten off fingertips
Peeling screams from their seams
Threads of all flesh
Breaking with every suffering second
Emptiness expands
Inside the husk of hell that I am
How long can these bars
Resist drinking from my veins
Before itself rusts, decays
Too weak to contain
The limitless torments of pain
The wrath of God and Satan
The self-hatred gifted by existence
Keep on smiling
Pretend it still belongs to you
Be grateful, I stitched one for you
Wide enough to savor these dreadful delights








excellent thoughts I sometimes think of my flesh as a containment unit or a prison so I can’t follow God around to different realms I am grateful to be able to experience through the body but it give claustrophbia as one body can’t contain me and sometimes I slip the noose and go flying great write ❤️