feeling it all I dwell in the pain
each infliction fills me with desire
screaming hurt I'm in love with you
you love me but you're not in love with me
you push me away, then pull me back
with encouragement, I’m getting closer
to being the companion you crave
a woman challenging behind the eyes, a seductress
trouble is you won’t accept this from me
from me you want pure honesty
my truth turns you off
and I am broken
left fingering my doubt
touching my soul in the darkness
aware you are close by with your lover
with keen eyes you stalk my visions
and I cling to hope
my vulnerability slips
and your callousness penetrates
I’m left with nothing but a blush on my face
your piercing stare causes me to swell in my womanhood
my heart aches with the knowledge you know
curse the air between us
an offering of flesh will get me nowhere
you want all of me, you feed your ferocity to your whores
relentlessly seeking me on the winds
my hair blowimg on the breeze dreaming of you
Oh Brenda, this really touched me, made me catch my breath.
The longing and vulnerability so damn relatable.
I can’t stop reading this💕