naught

forgive this trespass I'm going to take leave of my senses
delusions created, a great immortal abode
take a scenic tour of the devout

anger burns with regret
seek me in the kingdom of naught
devling in my indulgences
taking flight I rise

pressed in my eternal memories scars
regress deeper I failed you again
sinster rites performed 
purity of faith turns dark

my pain sparks and I design a reality I can deal with
traitorous heart brings me back home
and I weep for your brokeness
a flash of rage and a hard chin
as tears come unbidden

warrior up I tell myself
salty betrayal, it does no good to cry
the damage is done 

divining his passage I grieve
mourning his steps may the voices quiet
rend the veil haunt his steps no more 

my violation in the violence?

I'm eshewed caress the notion and conjure no more
magic will not avail
bitter prayers hinder
your pain my own
and the angels stand guard over what you don't understand

such a delicate balance sanity
with delirium I pray for pardon
it's the best I can offer

tonight my son fights and I wait
for his demons to come get me
there will be no white flag on my ship

psycopath, divergent personality, witch
misery follows me
my children are gifted seers

our bloodline a curse
handed down generation after generation
psychics, empaths, mad geniuses 
our Genesis is unknown nix selah

be on your journey through the cosmos
death is never the end