the excellence of cathartic chaos never fails, I'm amazedit is a needed releasegiven a wide berth I let go of my anxietywith a compulsion for cringethe need to shift, things compelmy morose feelings became combustible, rising to the surfacereal...

I jut out from the long black seama shiny thing, unlike any other in the shaft.Just a speck of brightness,a stark contrastin the endless darkness.I know I'm different.Always have been.The black seam dominates everything down herewith its drab, dour,...

...and then she died during a fierce heatwave    Flat lined, tomb side  ‘Toss my ashes to the northern lights  to drift among birches and be buried by snow’    Arrested for Drink Dreaming    Poured myself into vodka puddles  hoping for tender poetry rain,  but words were mere reflection  in dripping water on gravestones    Talking to...

comforted hope exhaletorturous fear, brought out the worst in mesighing within, I weep for the child with no trusthyperviligent, for signs somone is going to hurt memy tongue is sharp, it cutsespecially, if I think I'm being lied tothen...