comforted hope exhale
torturous fear, brought out the worst in me
sighing within, I weep for the child with no trust
hyperviligent, for signs somone is going to hurt me
my tongue is sharp, it cuts
especially, if I think I'm being lied to
then it happens, tunnel vision and my mind flies
ready to jump off a cliff
then I wait for calm
for my head and vision to clear
for me to realize this is a trauma response
it mighht take days, it might take months
once engaged with these feelings I go mad
exusing others behavior with my delusions
it is an extremely painful place to be
blackout for weeks on end with no memory to account for time
then come back from wherever I've wandered
picking up the broken pieces of my soul
and putting them back together
then walk on
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tunnel vision, madness
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Powerfully penned, Brenda. Very heartfelt write my friend. Thanks for sharing. Appreciate you.
Damian