the excellence of cathartic chaos never fails, I'm amazedit is a needed releasegiven a wide berth I let go of my anxietywith a compulsion for cringethe need to shift, things compelmy morose feelings became combustible, rising to the surfacereal...

I jut out from the long black seama shiny thing, unlike any other in the shaft.Just a speck of brightness,a stark contrastin the endless darkness.I know I'm different.Always have been.The black seam dominates everything down herewith its drab, dour,...

I am the insomnia that makes the shadow grey a fog in the marrow of yesterday's bones the bleaching silence when the sound dies I am the unfiltered soul dripping caffeine smoking last night's cigarettes a ghost in the...

  There is an inner storm brewing Moving through the heart, mind and soul And those tempting thoughts are strewing On the verge of losing control   The heart wants it bad piece by piece The soul burns slowly with passion While the mind fights pursuing peace Machinations...

comforted hope exhaletorturous fear, brought out the worst in mesighing within, I weep for the child with no trusthyperviligent, for signs somone is going to hurt memy tongue is sharp, it cutsespecially, if I think I'm being lied tothen...