Freebird I had love and affection...I think...but I didn't understand it.  It wasn't whatI knew. I am sorry I hurt him but Ijust couldn't relate. I didn't fit in. There isn't a sappy sweet side to me.  If there was, I'd...

I wish you could feel the texture of my silences and trace the scars of my pauses where the urge to speak ripped and tore knowing it was useless but begging to be heard

So I Move On I accept what has been doneto me although I find it hardto look in a mirror when Iknow that I am lying!  Why me? I was born into a sadistic familyof incestuous perversions.  Theywere abused and passed...