Are you ever anxious about the grocery store? I doubt you go outside thinking maybe I’ll see her today Do you think about how your face would look when you see me? My doubt cycles over and over… a spiritual shoe in a wash machine I tell myself constantly that there isn’t a reason for […]

There’s always that person that is shrouded in maybes Of missed moments, shared glances Maybe even stolen kisses and touches Ambivalence lacing that the purest longing sorrow It’s a wretched thing to get close to Everest  And just end up with your heart as trash Left there because you couldn’t finish the climb   2

Who’s going to save me?  When I’ve crumbled saving you You get to walk away from this Glued back together with my efforts My blood, my sweat and all my remaining tears And I’m left here… Right here… Always here Waiting for you to come back broken  You’re unable to learn partly because of me […]

  Sorry… I don’t know how to cry How do they do it? Those who can How do they not look like death afterwards Or a sad clown portrait character during?  My eyes are dry and hurt so much I don’t remember the last time  Where I sobbed so much I made myself sick This […]

My tongue is blue from taffy candy While my soul is blue from hypothermic shock My hands shook trying to explain this modern pain  While my soul’s struggling to stay above water I’ve blue lips either way 3