Yes, I still write. When we first met back in college, I began writing her love poems. One of her girlfriends asked me if I would always write her poetry and I told her and the woman I would marry, “I will always write you poetry”. But I stopped, “life” was my excuse. We did not last (5 years total), not because of the poetry, but we began to see life differently and she got a boyfriend instead of us trying to fix things. But, always writing her poetry became a metaphor for my mistakes in our relationship, the things that I did wrong and contributed to our splitting up. I was more the “typical man” and had to learn the hard way to consciously give that shit up. I have believed that it has been this learning process about patriarchy that has made me more humane and a better human being. So yes, I still write her poetry because I never want to forget and want to continue seeing women with mutual respect and equality, as full human beings. Thank you Fia for reading and your kind words.

Thank you, Adelphina. I really appreciate your comment and happy you found it moving. I often think about her, how she’s doing, is she happy, wondering how her life has been. She has always held a piece of my heart. Thanks again, I hope you are well Adelphina.

Thank you Crimsin. I will keep being me;))

Thank you Damian, Yeah, it is inner dialogue. Sometimes I need to set myself straight. lol

Thank you willow. Yeah, sometimes sitting and just think things through of what happened or what should happen. Helps.

Thank you, I just let whatever I was thinking come out. thank you;))

thank you beautiful Fia politics is his favored place to be…your comment made me smile also humbling me ❤️

thank you dearest Damian in my thoughts I always think I was at the rebellion and I had a choice then to leave with Lucifer of be born human to be tested and die…in my mind he comes around sometimes to mock my mortality…I always answer him the same that Hollywood and Politics are his favorite places to be…for the most part these distract him but there are times he acutally struggles with thoughts I appreciate your thoughts it does remind me of a meeting at the crossroads ❤️

hello dearest Naajir I know you may not hear him from time to time but I believe you are aware of his motive of operations…I appreciate you getting the vibe here really I was unsure if anyone would… I feel so kooky writing these but I always have to follow my pen thank you graciously ❤️

hello beautiful Willow thank you for feeling the emotion here it is indeed deep….this goes back to before the angel rebellion we all there some of us chose to born human to be tested God didn’t ever want another conflict…Lucifer feels a lot of guilt but he travels with an entourage and distracts himself in politics and Hollywood…on my end is torment knowing deep down he regrets what he did…I deeply appreciate your thoughts ❤️