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      Waterdrops

      Like drops of water on skin.Like the tip of finger, lightly on the neck.Like blank painting, immersed on waterWith some light rose in it.This is how it feels when he loves me.

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      The Bear

      me and my wife like to go for walkswe usually walk around the lake in townthey have a nice trail next to a dirt roadwe were talking about the usual thingshow work was and how nice the weather isI...

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      • They were probably drinking or on something and thought they knew you from way back. So they just let you go. Life is strange that way but I am glad nothing other than a scare happened to your wife.

        • Yeah they were drunk. Which I’ve been in shady situations before but I’m very protective of my wife. It just felt different with them circling back. They actually parked right in front of use waiting for use. When I pretended to know them they drove off to fish I think. Not sure if they were just trying to scare us or what, but never know in this world.

          Thanks for the read friend.

      • Powerfully penned, Nick. Sometimes you gotta roll with the punches, while hoping none are thrown, cooler heads can prevail. Quick thinking my friend. Appreciate you.

        Damian

        • Yeah, I’ve learned to keep your cool but be prepared for the worst.

          Thanks for the read friend.

      • Sometimes idiocy outweighs intention. If someone intent on bullying & causing trouble is suddenly confronted with the unexpected…not anger or fear but friendliness…they usually falter. Probably spent the rest of the day trying to remember where you knew them from. Quick on your feet, my friend. In your shoes, I would have been terrified. I think it’s one of the biggest reasons my partner is leery of PDA…he’s afraid of becoming someone’s irrational abuse target. I wish it wasn’t such a pervasive reality 😕

        • It’s not uncommon to get one or two jerks yelling things out their car, but yeah it was scary with them coming back for us. If it was one or two people but with there being two trucks with at least 8 people all together. I stood no chance even if I had a knife. I think the thing that really scares me is I know my wife wouldn’t run. She wouldn’t leave me. I’m ok with me being hurt but not my wife.

          But thankfully it didn’t turn ugly.

          Thanks for the read friend. Much appreciated.

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      Lily Tu Et Tu

      saphires flash, spells fall from my lipsthe spirits are talkingyour codes are getting my attentionmy eyes don't look for what my soul knowsyou're there talking to metriggering an affectionate alliance between uspulling me into the nether realmstar stunting in...

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      Wish You Death

      I probably will burn in hell for thisbut I have a confession to makeif a plane went crashing downand you came running outin horrific pain, engulfed in flamesoh wouldn't that be a shamestill, as it iswouldn't take a piss...

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      schizo

      reasoning within myself I think of all the advise I've been givenlike say by my well meaning psychiatrist my rebellion wants to ask have you ever been schizophrenic?she was shocked when I told her it was painful but it...

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      • It’s the same for most mental illnesses.
        Those that have never suffered from them cannot entirely understand what’s happening in the mind of the afflicted.
        My mental health illness of choice (as if I had any) was depression.Everyone looked for a reason as to why it happened and yes there may have been some reasons but essentially I am predisposed to it.
        They also presume medication will fix it when in fact it can’t.It can lessen the impact but the brain and the mind of a ‘ looney’ neuroplaticly savant ( I just made that up so no point googling it) in that it’s like trying to catch the wind and tame it.
        I’m rambling a bit but today is a suffering day and writing ,as you well know,calms the mind.Doesnt have to be good writing,just has to be good enough to quiet the mind.
        You’re husband is destined for heaven,if there is one,just tell him to keep away from my wife.They are saints in the making.It cannot be easy for either to understand our suffering but without them we probably wouldn’t be here?
        One final thing.For all the shit that depression brought it also helped kick open a door that let kindness and compassion flood into me.
        I often encounter people in social settings that trivialise or worse vilify those with mental health issues.What they don’t understand is they are only a bees dick away from themselves.
        You take care sweetie and I mean that from the heart of my bottom…lol.
        🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

        • hello dearest Benny I want to give you a proper response and I will but for now I just wanted to say thank you and hugs on a suffering day…depression is very difficult as I know 💕rest easy tonight…

            • good morning dearest Benny I often tell my husband he is due a reward for looking out for me there are so many areas I would be in danger on my own… a lot of people leave their spouces on a whim I don’t take mine for granted I know good and bad times come…I focus on what is worth my time and try to let the petty things go…he is my husband and caretaker I would be lost without him… you would think people would be understanding but sadly the ones that come near us are usually looking to take advantage of our diminished state…having a wife who understands you is beautiful…I know depression and know it often comes out of the blue and even when nothing is wrong it is unexplainable and it hurts when others say what’s wrong or just snap out of it I know it’s painful…I really appreciated your understanding but I didn’t mean to ramble so much your comment brough a lot of things to light like how grateful I am for my husband though imperfect has stood by me through the storms have a beautiful day today 💕

      • thank you beautiful Mary it’s just what I’ve been through go through I deeply appreciate the lovely comment and understanding 💕

      • Powerfully penned, Brenda. The human mind is powerful, but it can be like putting together a puzzle, with very vague directions. Amazing write my friend, thanks for sharing. Appreciate you.

        Damian

        • thank you dearest Damian it can be I do my best with what I have I get frustrated though when society still wants me to jump social hoops… especially when they know of my difficulties I deeply appreciate you 💕

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