Why does a world without you bring up feelings and thoughts i long to? Escape from your grip in the slightest sense of it gives hope for happiness so i’ll make sure of it. You can beat me senseless...

She reads mewithout a word.A glance,a silence,the small shifts I make.I am known to hereven when I am still,an oft read,dog eared pagein a book.She reads mewithout a word. 

sorrow-filled calamitychaotic hurt within meMadness comes along to interveneShe lulls me into securityThe voices are always so welcomingThey make me feel lovedIn a cold world, I am never alonetouch the dark and explain yourselfSo I do the darkness comfortsbeguiled...

No stress.Stressed out nonetheless. Avoid eye contact. Give my mind a rest. Feeling blessed. Blood rushing through my veins. Do I excel or fail this test. Problematic maths keep matters compressed. Feeling less. Less than I thought I’d feel...