“My soul always feels like it’s on fire
Becoming stage four cancer that fuels my delusional desire,
“Constantly exploding from rage inside my skull
Giving full attention to the bullet with unconditional love,
“Annihilating life along with all my living senses
Causing piss to puddle under my scrotum-so to my dick Merry Christmas,
“But am I ready to be backseat riding in a hearse
Or with painful pleasure get gang raped by the hurt,
“Religiously, I scream into the void waiting for a reply
When no response is given in vampiric anger I begin to cry,
“The experience is like having a continuous ischemic stroke
So once again lost is another personal puzzle piece of hope,
“I thought family and a female would give me some type of relief
They became living nightmares now I take Rohypnol pills to sleep,
“But my woman took advantage and nightly sexually celebrated
Maybe instead of creating accidental life I should have masturbated,
“After I nutted in my baby mama with my pubic hair coated log
I should have Forest Whitaker the bitch and became ghost-doooog,
“Now with my last child support payment I’ll finally be free
Of parasitic disbursements and baby mama misery,
“Every moment I breathe a motherfucka is inhaling hell
That reinforce automatically my own personal brimstone cell,
“A hillside of cannibalistic black flowers is a vison that drives me mad
Because their feeding transforms my skin into volcanic ash,
“Now I’m in a firefight with myself as if I was in Vietnam
Or in an alley shitting in Nagasaki before they dropped the bomb,
“Mentally and physically I’m mathematically divided
The unstable look upon my face I can never hide it,
“Some may call this anxiety disorder insanity but I do not
As the Devil whispers ‘come to me and lick the shot’,
“Being blessed by the Devil’s Law will bring me to my knees
So, all a motherfucka have to do is motherfuckin squeeze”.
Awesome write.
One way or another we all have traveled down the Devil’s path. Knowingly and unknowingly.
Yes