what am i to do?
i’m getting older
they say i can’t act like this no more
i can’t like what i like anymore
maybe it’s cuz i never knocked up some slut
or the drugs are catching up
but i don’t feel ambitious
i’m mature in my own ways
better than being fake
nothing but hypocrites these days
i could be quite dreadful
a hard pill to swallow
i say things that aren’t appropriate
no matter who it offends
lost many friends
yeah bitch, i know it’s me
i just would like a little understanding
that in no world am i ok bending my beliefs
sometimes i feel i should play along
i probably would be happier that way
switch it all up like a sellout switching genres
but i’m not even getting paid
anyway life is short
i see people dying all the time
a cousin, a uncle
then i think
if they had one more day
would they spend the time
giving a fuck what others think?
