the excellence of cathartic chaos never fails, I'm amazedit is a needed releasegiven a wide berth I let go of my anxietywith a compulsion for cringethe need to shift, things compelmy morose feelings became combustible, rising to the surfacereal...

I jut out from the long black seama shiny thing, unlike any other in the shaft.Just a speck of brightness,a stark contrastin the endless darkness.I know I'm different.Always have been.The black seam dominates everything down herewith its drab, dour,...

Don't fear the dark, for the dark fears all but itself Rather consume it, and digest all its wealthThe stronger you glint the more opaque silhouettes cast Burdens keep glee, pride and joy in the pastI dont feel just...

...and then she died during a fierce heatwave    Flat lined, tomb side  ‘Toss my ashes to the northern lights  to drift among birches and be buried by snow’    Arrested for Drink Dreaming    Poured myself into vodka puddles  hoping for tender poetry rain,  but words were mere reflection  in dripping water on gravestones    Talking to...

  There is an inner storm brewing Moving through the heart, mind and soul And those tempting thoughts are strewing On the verge of losing control   The heart wants it bad piece by piece The soul burns slowly with passion While the mind fights pursuing peace Machinations...