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hello dearest Benny I want to give you a proper response and I will but for now I just wanted to say thank you and hugs on a suffering day…depression is very difficult as I know 💕rest easy tonight…
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good morning dearest Benny I often tell my husband he is due a reward for looking out for me there are so many areas I would be in danger on my own… a lot of people leave their spouces on a whim I don’t take mine for granted I know good and bad times come…I focus on what is worth my time and try to let the petty things go…he is my husband and caretaker I would be lost without him… you would think people would be understanding but sadly the ones that come near us are usually looking to take advantage of our diminished state…having a wife who understands you is beautiful…I know depression and know it often comes out of the blue and even when nothing is wrong it is unexplainable and it hurts when others say what’s wrong or just snap out of it I know it’s painful…I really appreciated your understanding but I didn’t mean to ramble so much your comment brough a lot of things to light like how grateful I am for my husband though imperfect has stood by me through the storms have a beautiful day today 💕
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thank you beautiful Mary it’s just what I’ve been through go through I deeply appreciate the lovely comment and understanding 💕
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Powerfully penned, Brenda. The human mind is powerful, but it can be like putting together a puzzle, with very vague directions. Amazing write my friend, thanks for sharing. Appreciate you.
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thank you dearest Damian it can be I do my best with what I have I get frustrated though when society still wants me to jump social hoops… especially when they know of my difficulties I deeply appreciate you 💕
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Read Moredreamy thoughts with visions of sadnesswatching her before medancing in the wind wild hair flowingwith delicate shades of blue she exudesgentle with my feelingsshe comes to visit oftentender girl with a soft voicemelanchly haunt a little slip of a...
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Broken childhoods can still turn into beautiful things. The Japanese call it the art of kintsugi 🌼
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hello dearest Joe yes they can I don’t feel sadness is my enemy but teacher thank you for the lovely comment 💕
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Powerfully penned, Brenda. Amazing write my friend. Appreciate you.
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hello dearest Damian thank you graciously for the love here 💕
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Read Moresound check and roll filmevery moment captured in memoryblack and white sorrow caught in stillifeamazing journey through the hurtblue tears streak a child's facemomma's gone and daddy became my heroyou know he tried so hard to protect me from...
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Powerfully penned, Brenda. Your words pulled on these old heartstrings my friend. Appreciate you.
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thank you dearest Damian for feeling me so deeply on this I appreciate you 💕
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Your words have a way of slicing below the surface, to the core. The last two lines remind me of the lyrics, “ it’s better to burn out than it is to rust”. Keep shining, my friend.
I sincerely hope to meet you on the other side!
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thank you graciously dearest Gus for feeling me so deeply it’s appreciated 💕
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Sometimes whiskeys better than wine 🌼
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really I’m unsure where this came from perhaps my younger self who was kind of reckless thank you Joe 💕
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You, reckless? No. Tell me it ain’t so! 🌼😎
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you made me laugh yes I am slightly so these days however I’m more reserved thank you for the smile 💕
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Jim and Tupac might have been absolute tossers….. showmen.
Never underestimate the quiet minded ones…..I know I’m one of them.
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hello dearest Benny I don’t underestimate any person if I can help it… this is just what came up today it’s only one side of me there are many thank you for the love 💕
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I was drawn to the title first. My daughter’s cat is named Goblin. 😂 But this piece is amazing! Don’t try to change them, for sure. Don’t try to own them either. Easier to capture wind
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hello beautiful Willow that is so cute I’ve never heard of a cat named goblin… thank you and ain’t that the truth…I’ve been grateful to know one wow did I fall hard 💕
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It’s the same for most mental illnesses.
Those that have never suffered from them cannot entirely understand what’s happening in the mind of the afflicted.
My mental health illness of choice (as if I had any) was depression.Everyone looked for a reason as to why it happened and yes there may have been some reasons but essentially I am predisposed to it.
They also presume medication will fix it when in fact it can’t.It can lessen the impact but the brain and the mind of a ‘ looney’ neuroplaticly savant ( I just made that up so no point googling it) in that it’s like trying to catch the wind and tame it.
I’m rambling a bit but today is a suffering day and writing ,as you well know,calms the mind.Doesnt have to be good writing,just has to be good enough to quiet the mind.
You’re husband is destined for heaven,if there is one,just tell him to keep away from my wife.They are saints in the making.It cannot be easy for either to understand our suffering but without them we probably wouldn’t be here?
One final thing.For all the shit that depression brought it also helped kick open a door that let kindness and compassion flood into me.
I often encounter people in social settings that trivialise or worse vilify those with mental health issues.What they don’t understand is they are only a bees dick away from themselves.
You take care sweetie and I mean that from the heart of my bottom…lol.
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