Rewriting Memory
I wished I could’ve said it in a different manner
Then again youth comes with vagary and caprice
Some facades will eventually crack or break down
And eventually the truth seeps out piece by piece
But it wasn’t so much me understanding my true worth
It was knowing that there was a promising path
And yet in the confusion and chaos of it all
I fumbled it badly and didn’t do the math
Maybe I was meant to go down certain roads
Maybe we were meant to meet then go our own ways
Maybe I just wish I had said a different goodbye
In a memory that feels like a dreamy haze
The should haves and would haves really don’t matter
At this point it’s in another universe
Remembering my frustration is still cringy
I may rewrite it but won’t put this in reverse
Powerfully penned, Wally. Amazing write as always my friend. Nicely done. Appreciate you.
Damian