Since a month I am struggling with phobia
I wakeup with this phobia and through the day
I overcome it with solutions resolving the fear
I sleep and again I wakeup with phobia
I had this phobia when i went USA for doing Masters
I also had the second time when I got divorced
Now I am having this phobia
I could come out from my phobia
But this time it is in a different where I am scared to invest money
Till last year I had hope I will work one company not then there is another company I had experience i will find one job
Now I lost my hope on job because i see people are earning by saving employee income they dont want to spend on employee they want to.get it done by single person instead of 2 persons.
I am making trials with minimal cost to hav my sustainable income so I could spend for my family
I just see i invest what i can earn back. I am fine if my one month salary I use to invest so that atleast I earn 50 % of it every month so that i am risk free.
I am having ideas which I initially started working in 2019. Because before my divorce I couldn’t do anything my x husband never allowed me to do anything.
Those ideas got refined took into different ways. This is the third time i am working on these ideas.
Whrn I initially started I was hesitant to invest when in second time without thinking of money i had put. Now i am doing with lessons learned but I have phobia that i dont have hope i will get good job better than what I am doing now so a fear is filling my mind that I might be unsuccessful in my startup..
So my subconscious is throwing so many thoughts that turning into phobia
If i dont do not then I will never do again. With all ny failures i should step in and stay strong to make it happen.
I have chances of getting success but I am alone with my ownself i am working on it.
I need blessings of God.
My husband is very stringent he tries to encourage me also says you may be doing wrong.
I listen to him and heart. If I lose money i can still earn it back.
Overcome fear with Daring steps that you can stand back when you fall.
Jessy Jacob
