Is it okay to move on from you?
Will you hate me if I do?
Or is this fear meaningless
When you’re not alive to feel?
Finally reaching full acceptance
Of wounds that will never heal
Under the stars I laid
Where the beach you had shown
At peace with the choice you made
How much since i have grown
My heart still knots at the thought
Of you leaving this world
But now without rot
I can untangle to find a pearl
I often wondered what you were thinking
And pondered who you would be today
Though its all pointless painful clinging
To the denial at play
Now I can look forward
Instead of festering in the past
It feels rather awkward
To see a future i can grasp








