I'm saddened and I can't shake the feeling
sorrow wraps round me a feeling being
revealing its melacholy blue to me
we share this emotionally charged need
seeking peace in the shade my shadows grow
until they consume the light
and my feeling confuse the grey with happiness
numb has its own appeal
crying tears of grief I hide them
not admitting to anyone that I can't quit weeping
it is surreal the moment
everything is colored with death
and I realize I am different now
my thoughts take a close look at my personality
and critically pick apart my defences
it is time for me to feel everything
reaching out to those around me before it's too late
my grief realized alienated from love I linger in the sorrow too long
losing myself in the downpour everday is a reminder of what I've lost
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Summary:
sadness...loss of identity
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Powerfully penned, Brenda. Incredible write my friend. Appreciate you.
Damian
hello Damian thank you graciously for reading me and leaving such a great comment 💕
I’m pleased to read you once again, Brenda. If only you weren’t so haunted though. I understand the loss of identity myself, so big hugs..
Seems like you lost someone too, and for that, I’m sorry. Here’s a little extra light, mixed with love. 🩷✨
hello beautiful Pandy yes my son died and it’s very difficult I’ve changed since then and don’t think I will ever be the same thank you for the light and hugs my condolences on your loved one 💕