my thoughts crash into you with a great ache of rejection
my face turned towards yours, you look away
assaulted vision, you with someone else
my sacred vault spill out
my vulnerability on display
words tumble from my lips
ones of hurt and sadness
until it turn to anger
then my wrath burn
my heart turn into a razor
slashing at yours
darkness peak inside me
and I do the unthinkable
whispering I love you
with thoughts of treachery in mind
my mind turn dark, and I can't control myself
sabotage run amuck, I would ruin her
planting seeds of doubt
Surely such a woman was no good for you
my thoughts wane, and I restrain myself
it's better to let you go
then hurt my ego that much
darker still I would yearn and never be filled
my jealousy rose in my skies as bitterness
cancelling any beauty left in me
Rated for Everyone 

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Brenda, you have this talent to bring us into that headspace of hurt and longing. Nicely done
hello lovely Fia sadly this is kind of true story…I deeply appreciate your thoughts and thank you graciously 💕
Superb work.
thank you graciously dearest Thomas 💕
As always Brenda, you’re an amazing, very diverse writer. You could do anything. xo
thank you graciously dearest Keith 💕
Powerful write, Brenda. Great read. Appreciate you.
Damian
thank you graciously dearest Damian I deeply appreciate your thoughts 💕