in tempo with my sadness I keen
holding close to my feelings unless they slip free
into the void where I am left with nothing
solace need, just to feel
within me I am grey
my emotions laced with the agony of forgetfulness
I'm losing who I am again
the painful part I'm aware enough to know it
I've withdrawn into my quiet space where no one is allowed
not out of choice but necessity
there I'm calm as I watch the world go by not needing me
I've no complaint I won't ask people to stay
there are better places to be. i'm sure
inside my sulk is moodiness
if I could only leave it behind
and become indifferent
touching my scars I realize they are still tender
anger flairs in me and I feel guilty
reeling it in I flatline
rage flairs I keep it in
realizing its just love loss
no tears will I show
the dark is my covering
the stillness of being will have to suffice
people an inconvience my heart can't afford
Rated for Mature(17+) 
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depression
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Well said, Brenda. Who can’t relate at some point in their lives, to this. You did so articulately. I myself was in a funk for a bit the past few weeks, but it has passed and hopefully I can be more positive/productive!
thank you dearest Styxian it’s just a sadness that everything has gone silent inside me and I’m not used to it…everything seems like it is covered with grey I don’t know why…I appreciate your presence deeply and I’m happy yours has ended ❤️
Powerfully penned, Brenda. Another excellent write with deep layers my friend. Amazing read as always. Appreciate you.
Damian
hello dearest Damian great to see you thank you my friend for indulging me ❤️