Who doesn’t need love
My family made me a soldier to get us into better shape
I care more others try to enforce ethics when people lose it
My celibate life made me to lose temper to lose my rough talk
My love so tender still I see my 14yr old kid is still looking like 3yrs old when i left him
My need to survive for my husband my son my parents making me to do job and that job is seeking my whole day To get their outputs
Why I need to ask to provide me job when i know i can earn money with my own skills and knowledge with my hardwork
I never knew the helpmi give to others would end up in still earning never making me to rest thinking what casualty may come i need to save money
My parents trust me that i study i do hardwork and i care so it makes me to do something or other but not to sit idle
Outside people are assaulting physically me i see a war is going on for that something which they dont have and it is easy for them to backstab and hurt over and over so I fall sick.
My nerves dont shake just with their blow I know when you can teach them ethics i am the first in line to make them behave better
I know when a mother feels proud that her daughter doing all crime that she will become more dangerous instead of thinking her health and family with her husband. This atrocity by such families will ruin themselves l.
I was going to learn karate for few days.. I thought I will never be a best fighter I understood I cant give a blow that hard to defeat other person because I care that blood may ooze from their nose.. I got this to know when my classmate gave a punch to me and i couldn’t hurt her in return out of courtesy and kindness to her who was my friend where I could have make hurt with my punch. Bracelee taught me in karate that you need to move your body to taking the shape of container its just not blowing off with punches but its your strength stays in mind just not in hands to defeat others.
I made myself walls perfect if not one job another job in queue and when no job do work with your own inversely for yourself that feeds them everyone.
Jessy Jacob
With love to my inspiration and a leader legendry – my husband.
