At first, it hurt
Unexpected
Confusion
To many why’s
Mind could not wrap around
This reality
The circumstances
Then it happened again
Rage
Untamed anger filled my veins
Went from why’s
To fuck off
Mind did not want to dissect
The incident
The moment it turned
Quiet ensued
Calm returned
Different reality
New resolve
Once more it happened
Done to many times
A numbness wash over
A mind
My mind
You ask why forgiveness
Because yesterday left
Tomorrow is possibility
Now
This present time
Defines what will come
I will not be
Hurt
Angry
Or numb
I will continue
Being me








