How did I forget your face
When I can still feel your embrace
How can I still smell you
But fail to recognize these pictures in which I held you
My disease is the worst
At least that’s what people say when they remind me
Remind me of these words
While my disease will eat them kindly
And I believe it
I don’t believe in people but I believe it
You made me sick
And I love it
And I don’t care if you’re toxic
Because it only gets bad when you’re not around
The disease is at its worst when you’re not around
And I only go mad when you’re not around
The disease is at its worst when you’re not around
How can I lose control
But still keep a hold on you
I can’t recognize myself
But when I’m with you
I know exactly what to do
And people say I need help
I don’t believe in people but I believe it
You made me sick
And I love it
And I don’t care if you’re toxic
Because it only gets bad when you’re not around
The disease is at its worst when you’re not around
And I only go mad when you’re not around
The disease is at its worst when you’re not around
My disease is the worst
At least that’s what people say when they remind me
Remind me of these words
While my disease will eat them kindly
My vision has detached from reality it seems
My wish is to be lost alongside memories and dreams
How is it so hard to forget the present instead of the past
I fail to self-destruct even when i commit and try my best
My angel don’t worry your pretty head by being upset
Our reunion will be a memory i’ll never …
How did I forget your face
Because it only gets bad when you’re not around
The disease is at its worst when you’re not around
And I only go mad when you’re not around
The disease is at its worst when you’re not around
Excellent words.
I felt it from beginning to end.
Regards
James