I see my time passes very fast
When I look back to past.
When I am in present time I see time is slow not moving
When I think of my son, he was just baby while watching old pics
Thinking of future i feel scared what situations I need to see
Because in my life i haven’t seen which I planned and every day a new surprise and new things i see
I am with my parents
They are guarding me and so i am too.
I missed the most which i craved left me a empty life i am glad atleast my parents and siblings with me
I loved my married life husband and in-laws this was my dream being a lady
Now I am not allowed to be with them
When I feel the current second I always plan for my future pray for my son and my husband to be safe and fine
I proofed my life not to suffer anymore for money until i am healthy i can work though companies make me to retire i have my life long professions to do.
Life is going smoothly i never dreamt of traveling but my life has given me opportunities where i travelled countries.
I am a learner i learn by watching by practicing and make an attempt
I made use of every skill for my use so that I don’t end up unskilled labour.
I learned every skill which i come across that gives me a value
I wanted to help many poor and needy I am doing with whatever I can I had big plans but my life has very less to do.
So i am being with myself iny own life sometimes I tried big but God never wished me so much to do. He just made me to sit calm.
I never had desire for money i believed i can create money with my hardwork how much I need. So it was never a problem.
Still i have only one desire to create employment and i work for my husband business helping him.
My life through twists and turns it took, my parents are disappointed that I hurt my life and responsible for ruining it. I did my best even when people hurted me I fell but I stood up and walked and never i was failed. I know few people acted on me and they are still acting on me making me to suffer I know they are being watched by God. I know God for them is bullshit they say because they themselves think they are God. For me a new born baby is God who just born so pure. It is the time that makes people bad over the age. So my view of seeing and feeling God is different from others.
Jessy Jacob ❤️
Truth alone triumphs.
