I feel waves come crashing in
and i think i’ve lost again
it all seems too depressing
the world looks like it’s rotting
outside these walls
it’s a cold cold place
but still i find sanctuary
the time where life isn’t so scary
it’s you
that holds all the cards
playing with your heart
when i get upset
you show me what true love is
outside is a pandemic
the selfishness spreads
is it wrong to think
we should help the less fortunate?
i’ve gotten bitter
being amongst these sinners
i fear one day you’ll find out
how weak i really was
how i was only holding on to a thread
but that thread was you
and it kept me going
it’s you
that holds all the cards
playing with your heart
when i get upset
you show me what true love is
i envy your kindness
and your forgiveness
i wish i could be so special
honestly I’ve been done
with almost everyone
family and friends
are no longer shit to me
but when i’m at home
it’s still beautiful to know
i have a place where happiness is
nothing is faked or forced
we fight for each other
and never judge or look down
it’s 100% genuine








Beautifully penned, Nick. A very heartfelt write my friend. Appreciate you.
Damian
Sounds like you’ve got yourself a touchstone. When the world rolls heavy on you, she’s the solid that makes it bearable. Beautiful, my friend