It’s Christmas Eve, and we’re at the house she grew up in, after driving hours from campus where we met. She was a bright eyed freshman, and I a clumsy teaching assistant.She knew I’d be alone for the holiday,...

delicate understanding, I have made you feel forgottendreaded truth, I've been adrift and all the world is a blurI'm losing myself forgetting what I once knewyour face haunts my dreamsI've let you down and I can't change thatmy heart...

I feel waves come crashing inand i think i've lost againit all seems too depressingthe world looks like it's rottingoutside these wallsit's a cold cold placebut still i find sanctuarythe time where life isn't so scaryit's you that holds...

darkening temper fragile of faithcontemplating the dour side of lifewhen in my solutide ponderthe cruelty befallen mepleasure attribed by troubling mewith a question for the Gods whythere is great compassion and love, I knowmy mind ponders the why of...

syncronicity of faith I am dreamingfate will bless my lovea deep seeded needbleeding colors of lustwhite audacity juxtapose with crimsonmy hunger growl and my passion showmy innocence blush and I was takenin the throes of ecstasy I found myself...