She reads mewithout a word.A glance,a silence,the small shifts I make.I am known to hereven when I am still,an oft read,dog eared pagein a book.She reads mewithout a word. 

ohhhh how . daddy loved Jesus .. especially when he'd feed us dick, til we'd get sick . ohhhh how thick was his lust .. . obsession and Seagram seven turned aggression into heaven  .. . so father let us pray . as he...

sorrow-filled calamitychaotic hurt within meMadness comes along to interveneShe lulls me into securityThe voices are always so welcomingThey make me feel lovedIn a cold world, I am never alonetouch the dark and explain yourselfSo I do the darkness comfortsbeguiled...