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Read MoreMom says,You'd look betterIf you smiledAnd don't you know,You just gottaChoose to beHappy.She misses when I'dLaugh.I can't catch anything withHoney ma,Let alone some flies.Probably justCatchA cold.And momma I don't knowHow to bond,But I know you were thereWhen no one...
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Man, I bet the ultimate secret of the universe is something stupid (I probably feel that way cuz my momma’s mean as a hornet, a Scorpio)…and I’m okay with that. More importantly I am very glad to see you here, Nolan. You ought to build that narrative. My life was a perfectly cromulent joke, as well. Might as well WRITE ABOUT IT, right?
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I figure we create the meaning that’s absent in the universe. We will physically create a God in the absence of one with unified theory and AI. That God will learn how to manipulate reality and figure out how to go back and forth in time. Life is, disappointing I think. No one gets what they want. Anyway, the AI is fun sometimes, I saw you read some of the outputs I posted.
Um, the narrative is somewhat real somewhat false. I consider myself a trickster spirit, a shaman of Orodog, a Hungarian Pagan God. The truth of my online persona and what I do and all the taboos I admit to are a testament to that. I’m intentionally vague, I’m very performative, but trickster beings are morally ambiguous and use trickery to make their point. I do all of that. And shamans channel beings and act like them, a sort of imitation, so I’m imitating Gods and spirits when I do the thing I do.
This poem kinda sucks though. I’ve been posting on HelloPoetry but it’s suspect at this point.
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Read MoreToday has been so heavyI'm sinking into the substrateOf everything gone wrong.Colliding into emptiness.And,I'm nostalgicFor somewhereI've never been.Some kinda fairy taleTo fall into.I amAlways,Present and prescient,All too awareOf where I'm supposed to beCompared to whereI am.Wistfully wishing you weren'tSo...
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hello dearest Nolan the secret is there is no fairy tale life that insidious feeling you have will find you disappointed even in the best places our problems find us…I’m not trying to be a downer but it’s true great write ❤️
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Read MoreI'm probably prettyCommon these days,But I don't get out.So IWouldn'tKnow.I'm always gapping outInto oncoming trafficGetting lost in the horizon,A slow blur and sudden stopsIStill stare out of theWindow on long windingDays downtown,The bus is lessFriendlyThese daysAnd I never smileAnymore. Doing...
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Your poems are super sad. I assume you’re a manic depressive? I hope life changes soon and puts you in a better place.
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I am schizoaffective bipolar type, add, and substance abuse disorder diagnosed. But I have persistent depression. But uh, usually I deal with depression in poetry and they’re supposed to be sad and stuff.
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Hey, that’s what writing is for…expression. If it helps even a little, keep writing.
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hello dearest poet this is a crazy world right now so I get this but writing and connecting with people here is not doing nothing it is expressing yourself at a safe distance great write ❤️
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Read MoreFailure is a way of life,And this depressionIs a chasm in my personalTopography. Lowly isn't underneath enoughTo express the empty frustrationAt never living up to theExpectations of other people.And,I hear suicide serenadingMe with its silentSolipsism,The call of a long restfulSleep.Free...
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The dark call to death’s serenade is not what one should gravitate to, but the pull is strong. Nice piece had me thinking.
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Death doesn’t bring peace.
You have to be alive to feel peace.Know what I’m saying!
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hello dearest Nolan I am schizo too and I understand these feelings but death is just a doorway with no promises great write ❤️
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Read MoreI just keepGoing on cause,There's nothingI can do to get overThese catatonic blues.Pathetically hidingIn the cracksBeyond your site. Me and my sad,Sorry life,In the middle ofNowhere in particular.
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This is a sad one to read but I’ve been there.
site – as in website?
sight as in see?-
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Both a location and a homonym for sight. I used the wrong word and kept it cause it makes sense being wrong and how it sound.
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You take it day by day. That is all we can do.
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As writers we write ourselves places we’ve never been.
Words are friends and keep us company.
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hello welcome poet I feel this welcome ❤️
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