I am consumed within the jaws of something  that I do not understand.    Consumed by a thing  called psychosis. Eaten alive by my own mind.    Consumed and dissolved by this poison.  My judgment is disintegrating.   Consumed with bite marks on my soul,  scars of the past haunt me still. Now...

Young still I am.  Though old I feel.    The youthful blushes once there, now forever gone.    The fresh feeling of being young, replaced with the depression of aging.    How can I get it back? Not my youth I mean,   but the feeling of it. That sense of having...

Forever young we are!  Feels we are this way always when eye to eye, lips on lips.   Forever in love we will be!  Be forever this way and forever our hearts melting.   I love you, heart you, hugging you so we can feel each other's heartbeat. Romantic...

I will not fight against the darkness. I will not surrender to it. I will meet it in the demilitarized zone, With trepidation and without protection  until I understand that darkness only exists because of the light.   If it's dark here, it's light somewhere else....