delicate understanding, I have made you feel forgottendreaded truth, I've been adrift and all the world is a blurI'm losing myself forgetting what I once knewyour face haunts my dreamsI've let you down and I can't change thatmy heart...

I feel waves come crashing inand i think i've lost againit all seems too depressingthe world looks like it's rottingoutside these wallsit's a cold cold placebut still i find sanctuarythe time where life isn't so scaryit's you that holds...

Bah humbug it's that time of year,fill our fat bellies,guzzle some beer.Over do everything,shop till we drop,Christmas a circus,a giant big top.It's not about family, not anymore,it's more about getting and what you can score.It's stressful and lonely for...

darkening temper fragile of faithcontemplating the dour side of lifewhen in my solutide ponderthe cruelty befallen mepleasure attribed by troubling mewith a question for the Gods whythere is great compassion and love, I knowmy mind ponders the why of...