I am a mausoleum, encased in what hell must feel like. Body tries so hard to love me, and clings to me with both stretch marked ridden arms around my hips, no matter how much I hate her. I can count the scars and know every battle that happened there, every war that came about […]

  She leaves me like a one night stand in the midst of the night, and returns whenever she deems fit. I have begged and pleaded on my hands and knees, to a god I no longer speak to, for her to come back. She is happiness and fuck; is she scarce. I search for […]

I, am a swirling collection of empty pieces. Jagged edges, and curved spines, some broken by the very hands that glued them back together, Some loved tenderly by another who kisses me so softly before bed I sometimes fear he is a dream that I haven’t woken up from, yet. I am an empty vessel, […]

You live inside his brain, like a predator waiting to strike. And he is helpless. Was, Helpless.I am afraid, to fall asleep next to him at night, in case he seizes while I am asleep in our bed, beside him. I try to look at him whenever I can, to memorize just how the sunlight […]

There is this gnawing feeling, that lives on the insides of my chest; and oh god, how I wish it would go away. I am as empty as an ocean, and yet full as one, too. There is a battle between my lungs and the oxygen that live inside them, and I cannot seem to […]