My biggest fear is not that I will die but that I will lose control,lose myself.That my carefully crafted persona might simply collapse in on itself.That others will witness that collapse. That is the excruciating fear that depression brings.It never...

twisted feelings, ghost of lightbleeding thoughts of me and youHorror's need, the fiend in me stirreddarkness dare to face yousilent plea, don't turn from me in my hour of neednaked rebellion, my bare truths coming to you openlya sacred...

masturbated sadness, waves of sorrow coming without youit is bittersweet happiness in the momentthen a deep ache when I realize my hollow places remain pleadingpenetrating need, is me craving youunadulterated desire to feed upon your fleshcoveted touch, my passion...